Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Just SOMETHING i AM thinking about

I happen to be in class today just thinking and a little semi-poem came into my head. It is not done yet and I am not sure when I will complete this one... but here it is.

I Wonder

The kiss that the sun has permentaly left on your skin
I Wonder if that is still there

The structure of your body sculputed by the great Michelangelo
I Wonder
That perfect imprint your lips left on mine
I Wonder
That first time you held me in your arms so pure and sweet
I Wonder

Yea, so that is it...to be continued maybe.

Spirit and Love

Saturday, February 16, 2008

a liTTLE overDUE...WHAT ABOUT UR FRIENDS

during the past week i have seen that i have two of the best friends in the world, no one can compare to (you know who u r) no matter how hard they try. i have been through many FRIENDS and usually one starts acting up, but this time we all flow so well together. sort of weird how we tend to feed off of eachother. we have the BEST LAUGHS EVER, i swear we should have a television show so that the rest of the world could laugh with us, cause YES we are just that DAMN hilarious. we take good care of oneanother, a good listening ear, eat togethers (i am an ENGLISH major and i can make up words) and we LOVE eachother UNTIL THE END. it is qualities in each that make me a better person, one is very hard and just a firecracker oh and the world revolves around her (one finger and a fist circling around it) and the other has a great vocabulary, voice of a spoken goddess and intelligent together the FRIENDSHIP has endless possibilites...no destination required. just us and that is highly cool.

Friday, February 8, 2008

Many thoughts



I feel peaceful...overwhelmed because as much as I wanted to fight this the battle was not one where you would loose or win. The expressions and thoughts of what I really wanted to say for a while have come out and I am comfortable and excepting this journey. It is odd but I am alright with the path my life is taking right now. I thank God for each open door that he is giving me. School is going alright, I have a lot of classes going on right now and major reading to maintain, but this is what I have to do to make it out of JCSU on time. Nothing holding me back. Latley I have been having these weird dreams sometimes they keep me up at night and other times I wake confused. They usually deal with someone from the past or present and I am dealing or overcoming an obstacle. Not sure what each dream means but I am grateful to be dreaming either way. I am alright and happy to say that life throughs obstacles in your way and you either deal with them or let them take control over you. Its a wonderful thing when you decide to keep on moving. Especially when you lose a bit of the person you are in love with, but he is defenitly more than another boyfriend...he is my best friend and I thank God everyday that he allowed Chris to come into my life whether it is as a boyfrined, or friend. He has qualities like no other, he listens to me, crack jokes with me, and he most importantly understand me and that is something I have struggled with. I am soooo comfortable around him and I have waited so long to have that level of freedom around someone that at first it came as a shock, but now he is a friend first and foremost (I am laughing now writing this) and nothing at all can compare to my best friend I will always love him with all of my heart, and be there to support him in any way that I can, as he does me.


Peace and Love,

Spirit

Sunday, February 3, 2008

Nothing at all!

The feeling of defeat has overcome my spirit...I must say that this time I am lost and feeling odd emotions. I want to fight, but will I be putting myself out on the line. I could be upset but I am not, I could be excited but I am not...I am melencoly, you know in between the "pregnant thoughts" like a frined of mine says. I wonder where or what did I do wrong....ME B/C I WOULD TAKE THE BLAME IF THIINGS COULD GO BACK. There is a missing factor in me, and I will not let these emotions overcome me, but at the same time it hurts. But this is what was wanted...so there you go! ENJOY...this is a slice of reality!