Communication

So you finally showed up and I can't look @ u....it's amazing what happens when one is pushed to the edge. I am mad, angry, disappointed, and disgusted. I want the excuses to stop...I feel disrespected and that is something that I do not deal with. So now, you will visit when you feel it is convient for you I suppose. My question is y? But I will not take these moments away from her...so I continue to let u see her, even though it hurt's me. There is no contact...nothing verbal...jus no communication. For something that once upon a time was so good and feelings were shared. Confused, I am that. I jus know now that this is done, I am numb to the situation...enjoy being a father to ur daughter.